Tears

At this very moment, I want to cry for no apparent reason at all. I don't know if you can relate. I am so overwhelmed today and I can only do so much. It seems that I can't take a step forward. It seems that I am confine to a tight room where all directions end to a concrete wall. No door. It is impossible to break that wall with my bare hands. My emotion is so heavy right now. If only I can scream at the top of my lungs.

Self pity

Tired

Hopeless

Alone

Lost

If only I can cry a river tonight then, I will be refreshed tomorrow. Maybe I will watch a movie later tonight until I doze off to sleep. Movies like LOVE AFFAIR starring Warren Beatty and Annette Beaning. Have you seen that movie? Oh, you should watch it.

"It was my own fault, I was looking up.

I knew you were there."

"It doesn't have to be a miracle,

If you can paint, I can walk.

Anything can happen, don't you think?"

That video made me cry already.

 

Anyway, I talked to my mom awhile ago. We talk every night you know. She's my best friend and the one person who knows me. I just feel hopeless that after all these years, I can't process her papers to come visit me here. It is indeed lonely without my mom and my brother, and his family here with me. I want us all to be together here soon. I pray that God will hear my request soon.

 

Okay, I am done with my drama. Thanks for stopping by and don't forget to watch that movie.

High by Lighthouse

When you're close to tears remember Some day it'll all be over One day we're gonna get so high And though it's darker than December What's ahead is a different colour One day we're gonna get so high And at The end of the day remember the days When we were close to the edge And we'll wonder how we made it through the night The end of the day remember the way We stayed so close till the end We'll remember it was me and you 'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love Don't you think it's time you started Doing what we always wanted One day we're gonna get so high 'Cause even the impossible is easy when we got each other One day 'we're gonna get so high And at The end of the day remember the days when we were close to the edge And we'll wonder how we made it through the night The end of the day remember the way We stayed so close to till the end We'll remember it was me and you. 'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love (x2) High, high, high, high.(x2) And at The end of the day remember the days when we were close to the edge And we'll wonder how we made it through the night The end of the day remember the way We stayed so close to till the end We'll remember it was me and you. 'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love (x3)