Tears

At this very moment, I want to cry for no apparent reason at all. I don't know if you can relate. I am so overwhelmed today and I can only do so much. It seems that I can't take a step forward. It seems that I am confine to a tight room where all directions end to a concrete wall. No door. It is impossible to break that wall with my bare hands. My emotion is so heavy right now. If only I can scream at the top of my lungs.

Self pity

Tired

Hopeless

Alone

Lost

If only I can cry a river tonight then, I will be refreshed tomorrow. Maybe I will watch a movie later tonight until I doze off to sleep. Movies like LOVE AFFAIR starring Warren Beatty and Annette Beaning. Have you seen that movie? Oh, you should watch it.

"It was my own fault, I was looking up.

I knew you were there."

"It doesn't have to be a miracle,

If you can paint, I can walk.

Anything can happen, don't you think?"

That video made me cry already.

 

Anyway, I talked to my mom awhile ago. We talk every night you know. She's my best friend and the one person who knows me. I just feel hopeless that after all these years, I can't process her papers to come visit me here. It is indeed lonely without my mom and my brother, and his family here with me. I want us all to be together here soon. I pray that God will hear my request soon.

 

Okay, I am done with my drama. Thanks for stopping by and don't forget to watch that movie.

Love Affair : Warren Beatty and Annette Bening

Remember this movie? An ex-football star Mike Gambril (Warren Beatty) meets Terry McKay (Annette Bening) on a flight to Sydney. The plane was forced to land on a small island. Mike and Terry were both engaged to other people but, they became romantic on board the ship. The ship was sent to take the passengers of the plane to a bigger island. They agreed to meet in New York after three months just to see if the attraction is for real. What happened was, one shows up, the other doesn't. Awwww... you should watch it!

I remember this movie. A special friend gave me a CD as a keepsake and I watch this movie over and over again.

I like the dress of  Annette Bening (Terry) while Katharine Hepburn (Aunt Ginny) was playing  the piano. I remember the kids singing the song "I will" and I love the view where Ginny lives. Why is it that movies have perfect characters and perfect location? Well, they're not perfect actually but, the love ... is so pure and ... perfect.